When it all crashed down

There are good days when everything goes your way and bad days when nothing ever makes sense. Today is one of those bad days I guess. Sucks starting the day half dead, lessons were hell torturous and absolutely nothing went in today. All my emotions were x2, I was really pissed off (x2) at certain teachers and hello did you see our next week's timetable??!!!! Fuck fuck fuck fuck. Bullshit. Haha they shouldnt even bother doing up a timetable, why dont they just tell us we're doing the same thing everyday.

I really hate people who makes it look as though they're in a secret that only they know. "Remind me to tell you later", "Eh there's something I need to tell you, next time we have a long talk together okay" (Ie: It's not convinent to say it out loud here, there're nosey people listening , "SHHH dont tell them!!" ..... Yup and right in front of the people they dont want their secrets told to.

The best is: "Eh you know right.... Eh shit I shouldnt tell you. Um maybe... Aiya I think I shouldnt let too many people know. Okay go nvm find out yourself." WTF????? WHY MENTION IT IN THE FIRST PLACE IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA TELL ME. I guess these people dont know how it makes the others feel, they're all so caught up in their own world and secrets that oh well, I guess they dont want anybody else to find out. Sigh naw take back my words, I dont hate these people haha and I usually shrug it off or make it look like I dont really care. But... I do. I know it's something I shouldnt know, but why say it in front of my face and make me feel bad. I feel... extra, like I shouldnt be there, like I'm totally stopping you guys from confiding your secrets in each other :/

It feels really bad. Have you ever been in such situations before? :/ It's normal to feel this way right, cuz Ive seen people who received the same treatment but have no expressions on their face whatsoever. Then why do I feel so bad inside? (Naw probably my fault.)

There, I just got it off my chest xx. I feel a million times better now :)


He's pretty good! (Y)



When people see this on the news, they say "wow, that´s awful." And they turn back to eating their dinner.....
Must. learn. how. to be. grateful.


Reckon anyone will wanna go for SVPS's gala night? Hmm